I Am An Impostor – Rabba Yaffa Epstein on JDOV

Introduction

Watch Rabba Yaffa Epstein’s JDOV talk about her experience being the “outsider” in the Orthodox world and how and why she broke her way into the conversation.

“In this talk, I examine the concept of feeling like an impostor. The impostor syndrome is a term coined in the 1970’s which describes a feeling of inadequacy despite being qualified for a particular task. It is something that plagues many people, and if we look through Jewish history, we’ll see that many of our greatest leaders, and role models themselves felt like they were outsiders who somehow didn’t belong. And no one more then Moses, who questions God directly about his own inadequacy. What is so fascinating though, is that God responds by saying that it was God’s decision to choose Moses, and Moses should not question that. In fact, the message is – each and everyone of us has a unique gift to bring to this world, and it is specifically our outsider and imposter status, that makes us uniquely us, and must be brought to bear on Jewish tradition.”

Yaffa Epstein

Rabba Yaffa Epstein is a Faculty Associate Fellow for Pardes North America and previously served as Director of Education for North America. She currently serves as Senior Scholar and Educator-in-Residence at the Jewish Education Project. Yaffa received rabbinic ordination from Yeshivat Maharat and from Rabbi Daniel Landes, and holds a Law Degree from Bar-Ilan University.

Yaffa teaches Talmud, Jewish law, and liturgy across the spectrum of Jewish denominations. She has taught at Yeshivat Maharat and Drisha, lectured at Limmud events worldwide, created innovative educational programming for Hillel: The Foundation for Jewish Campus Life, and served as the Director of the Beit Midrash at the Dorot Fellowship. In 2024, Yaffa received the Covenant Foundation Award for her contributions to Jewish education and her commitment to accessible and inclusive Jewish learning.